Post by Maple on Jun 7, 2018 23:27:14 GMT
Paige
Well they say I gotta habit
That I'm just a drug addict
And I'll never be nothing more
Well they can just have it
I don't care if I'm damaged
Honestly, I just think I'm bored
And alcohol is just a flavor
That I wanna try and savor
Every second that I'm on tour
I'm gonna do what I want
I don't care if it's not
What you want anymore
So now I'm drinkin' Coca-Cola
With some whiskey and a soda
I've been sippin' since 10am
And every morning I wake up
I just wanna give up
But I guess I gotta deal with it
Oh my god, it's like
BOO-FUCKING-HOO
It's just all about you
And man you're so sensitive
And do you really think that I
Wanna be that guy
That dies without any friends
But don't go so sentimental now
I've got my whole life to figure it out
I'm gettin' older and I'm freakin' out
'Cos I got nothing to show
And I'm still fucking broke
But I got bad habits
Yeah they're my bad habits
And all I got are bad habits
But they're my bad habits
And now I'm one week sober
And I'm still hungover
And maybe I should take a break
And I think I need help
'Cos I'm playing with myself
At least three times a day
And what's the big-fuckin-deal
If I don't wanna feel
But I got some reservations about rehabilitation
'Cos I drink 'til I'm mad
And I love being sad
OH MY GOD I'M BECOMING MY DAD
That I'm just a drug addict
And I'll never be nothing more
Well they can just have it
I don't care if I'm damaged
Honestly, I just think I'm bored
And alcohol is just a flavor
That I wanna try and savor
Every second that I'm on tour
I'm gonna do what I want
I don't care if it's not
What you want anymore
So now I'm drinkin' Coca-Cola
With some whiskey and a soda
I've been sippin' since 10am
And every morning I wake up
I just wanna give up
But I guess I gotta deal with it
Oh my god, it's like
BOO-FUCKING-HOO
It's just all about you
And man you're so sensitive
And do you really think that I
Wanna be that guy
That dies without any friends
But don't go so sentimental now
I've got my whole life to figure it out
I'm gettin' older and I'm freakin' out
'Cos I got nothing to show
And I'm still fucking broke
But I got bad habits
Yeah they're my bad habits
And all I got are bad habits
But they're my bad habits
And now I'm one week sober
And I'm still hungover
And maybe I should take a break
And I think I need help
'Cos I'm playing with myself
At least three times a day
And what's the big-fuckin-deal
If I don't wanna feel
But I got some reservations about rehabilitation
'Cos I drink 'til I'm mad
And I love being sad
OH MY GOD I'M BECOMING MY DAD
BASIC INFORMATION
Name: Paige
Gender: Female
Age: 25 months
Sexuality: Bisexual
Affiliation: Viridity
Residence:
Rank: Viridian
PERSONALITY
Appearance: Husky chocolate molly with light whitespotting and blue eyes.
General Description: Paige is a caring cat with good intentions who has a lot of problems. She cares very deeply for her friends and lovers but is absolutely unforgiving in the case of betrayal (or perceived betrayal or abandonment) due to bad past experiences. She doesn't express herself honestly often because she perceives her own emotions as trivial and overreactive. She's very considerate of the feelings of others while pushing her own to the backburner and bottling them up until she explodes. She likes to placate and calm others but can rarely do it for herself. She's easily addicted to substances and herbs with mind-altering properties due to genetics and her disorders.
Strengths: Loving, Intelligent, Skilled in Poisons and Herbs, Strength, Amiable, Appreciative, Conciliatory, Considerate, Courteous, Cultured, Fair, Generous, Humble
Weaknesses: Possessive, Jealous, Slow Learner, Poor Social Skills, Easily Agitated, Doesn't express true feelings, Pessimistic, Adverse to Change, Suffers from PTSD, BPD, and Bipolar 2, Addictive Personality, Self Conscious, Unforgiving
Goals/Ambitions: Happiness
Worst Fear: Dying after leading an unfulfilling life
Likes: Mushrooms, Poppy seeds, Fruit, Winemaking, Rain, Devotion, Hare
Dislikes: Betrayal, Heat, Wasting Prey, Killing without reason, Generally distrustful of toms, Sobriety, Nightmares, Liars
Habits: Optional
FAMILY
- Raven | Father | Black and white tom with brown eyes
- Darling | Mother | Chocolate molly with blue eyes
- Bread | Sister's Father | Cream and white tom with blue eyes
- Bear | Father in law | Large chocolate tom with amber eyes
- Charlie | Full Brother | Black tom with blue eyes
- Skylark | Half Sister | Chocolate calico with blue eyes
- Jay | Chocolate and white tom with blue eyes
HISTORY
Paige doesn't like to talk about her past. So she doesn't. Her family members are all currently Viridians, save for Bread who she never really got to know and currently lives in Soror. She is closest to her mother, sister, and youngest brother. She's had bad experiences with toms and distrusts them as a general rule. Currently, she lives in a large abandoned badger set. She ferments fruit in an old turtle shell that has been passed down through her family for generations. She spends her days practicing poisons and remedies, hunting for mushrooms and herbs, and tidying up her den.
OTHER
Do you think my eyes should be wider?
Do you think my expressions should match
How it is on the inside, to say
Do you think my words should be wiser?
Do you think my expressions should match
How it is on the inside, to say
Holy fuck, I'm about to die
Angry for no reason, twisted up inside
You used to say
You used to say, "Don't be angry"
I finally understand why
Everything that you taught me
Got twisted up, on the inside
Wicked roots that take me under
Are twisted up on the inside
